i break you dont, i was always set to self-destruct though

i shouldnt like the way models looks smoking coz i know smoking is wrong blah blah blah but there is something so beautiful and self destructive about it. i guess i like the look in the same way as i like the look of self destructive boys like some of the pictures of eminem, he looks so broken. i love the look of a guy who looks like hes smoked too much dope and its finally got to him. i love the pained look, like its gonna kill him to say those words but he says them regardless.
but i know i never wanna date someone like that. these guys, theyre just so beautiful. like kelly clarkson says, 'a beautiful diaster' guys like kurt cobain, heath ledger are just sooo beautiful. i look at pictures of heath ledger and he is just so beautiful and i just wanna cry that we lost him. thats the thing with these sort of guys, they are so tragic, they always end up dying young. and so dramatically.
what a depressing post! im in a really wierd place at the moment (just listening to regina specktor laughing with)
so i never really talk that much about the blogs i love so i thought id tell you a few:

the steel closet- such a fun blog to read with very regular posts. topics often talked about: fast food, video games, funny little nothings, interesting facts and random cartoons.

kaelas room-lots of beautiful pictures and interesting fashion shoots. also there are some very cool underwater shots that she has taken. very jealous of her camera!

tangerine umbrellas on an indigo day-a blog written by two very interesting girls. just such a cool name for a blog! anyway they do film reviews, shoots of what they wear and other interesting things.

and lastly that was subtle-a blog written by an aussie who is travelling around alot. now she is in spain which sounds so beautiful.
i do love so many blogs and i cant describe to you every single one so check out the beautiful blogs list at the side of the page. the weekend is drawing to a close so hope you had a great time this weekend and get some sleep tonight coz its back to school/work tomorrow! x

sexy voices

a sexy voice can change a song or a film so completely and make it into something so different and so irresistible to the listener/watcher. a broken voice can be the illustration to the song so that not only are the words and melody telling a story but the voice is too. a voice is magical. two days ago my friend was suffering from a soar throat and as a result from this she started losing her voice and her voice sounded so cool and sexy! i am so jealous of her coz i never get i soar throat! so i got thinking about the sexiest voices that i have heard and here are some of the many! up above is sophie bush whose voice is so gorgeous. she has the ability to whisper on camera and you hear every word. every word is captivating and seductive. i want her voice!

pinks voice, as ive mentioned before, is just beautifully broken. each word of each song sounds like it hurt to say and you just feel her pain. shes so captivating with her lyrics and beautiful voice. one of the few singers who has come back with a much better album than the last. beautiful.

johnny depp, although a very boring man, does have a wonderful voice. when he talks normally, his words just come together to form one gorgeous sound (for want of a better word)

heath ledgers voice is legendary and him being dead sort of adds to the magic. his voice is so deep and beautiful. also a very beautiful man.

may i just say here that one of the sexiest accents on men is the scottish accent. it sounds so manly and deep and me and my friend want to visit scotland for that reason and that reason only! you might think of us as shallow but i see it as searching for beauty.

and on that note i will leave you. x