youve been acting awful tough lately, smoking a lot of cigarettes lately, but inside youre just a little baby

i saved the picture above under the name 'tattooed beautiful boy with cig looking beautiful and lost' and i saved the guy underneath under the name 'smoking shirtless beauty'. i think that says it all!

can we just talk about how genius i am to find this lyric?! how well does it go with the photos?!! i was just listening to marina and the diamonds and i heard these lyrics in her beautiful song i am not a robot and theyre just perfect for the gorgeous photos.

i dont normally like male models but i do have a folder of the male models i think are just damn right beautiful and these two are just amazing. i dunno what it, maybe the tattoos or the beautiful 'broken but dont give a shit' look. does that make sense?!

okay lets talk music:

im still totally obsessed with glee. its just immense and just makes me smile so much! just writing about it gets me excited!! oh im a sad old soul!

im currently listening to the skream remix of in for the kill by la roux. its all dubstep and beautiful. oh i love it!

other bands im loving are the virgins, the drums and this morning i heard mr brightside by the killers on the radio: it was an epic moment singing along with a hairbrush while halfway through getting dressed so i was wearing my school shirt with my pj bottoms and my hair in one big curly mess! theres something amazing about hearing a song you love on the radio even if you have the album so could listen to it at any time. its those first few notes, the big adrenaline rush, is it weird i get adrenaline rushes from the killers and not from roller coasters (i hate roller coasters with a passion)?

sorry im so bad with writing posts. i try and keep up with all your blogs but i dont really have that much time to write. i was writing my english AS coursework with my friend and just coming up with total examiners porn (explanation: writing an essay that is so beautifully written and quoting all the right quotes if i dont get a good mark for this essay HEADS WILL ROLL!) For my essay im analysing an article from Grazia which is just wonderfully written and even has a reference to Florence (yes THE Florence from florence and the machine)

so it is time to leave you beautiful people once again. im going to london on monday on a school history trip just for one night but i cant wait to tell you all about it! x

I wanted freedom bound and restricted, i tried to give you up but im addicted

the title lyrics are there to explain my addiction to beautiful colourless photos since every post (bar the last one) seems just to be in black and white.

at the moment im just so busy. ive got loads of coursework and the school show is in less then three weeks! i do love doing the show but its dead stressful!

did i tell you about my new leggings? i dont think i did but anyway i got these new denim leggings(i hate the term jeggings!) and they are so comfy. normally i just wear ankle socks through the winter and occasionally tights but ive decided not to freeze this winter so its in with the legging and not really out with the ankle socks coz i still wear them!

i swear ive turned more boring than my grandma! so lets talk music! (in bullet points. i think better with dots)

• this band called tulips were on the radio last night and sounded really cool. i definitely need to check out some of their stuff if i have a free minute so if youre bored then check them out for me and tell me what you think!
• i realised this morning that young forever by jay z is the perfect song for new moon or actually any of the films in the twilight saga. next time you hear the song just listen out for the chorus and listen to the lyrics. theyre just perfect for twilight!
• i love love love the 3oh!3 song with katy perry. i cant remember what its called but its just so good! me and my friend just love these guys coz they take themselves so seriously and theyre such idiots!
• and lastly i heard the mariah carey song this morning ( which one i hear you cry? the all i want for christmas one you idiot! actually i shouldnt insult my dear readers. look i think of you guys as friends enough that i dont have to be superficially nice. actually i was never superficially nice!) so yeah back to the song. it actually hate her but that song just puts me in such a festive mood! i cant belive its already december!

so that enough from me hopefully ill post again soon. good night x

and your skin is so white underneath the black night

the nearer we get to winter, the nearer the world is to turning black and white forever.

i dunno where that came from!

i think thats why i suddenly turn to greys and blacks in my wadrobe, just trying to fit in! but i do try and be like florence (last picture) and just wear something crazy although i dont think that is one of her normal outfits! i think thats from the dogs days are over music video. im currently obsessed with her cover of youve got the love which is her current single. the xx did a beautiful remake of it which can be found here on we7.

im also loving sylvia by miike snow which i last about a month ago and posted about it here. miike snow are just genius.

anyway i had my biology exam today and i think it went okay but i always say that about biology and then totally fail it. biology really depresses me coz im getting a's in both physics and chemistry but im averaging a c in biology! very annoying.

good night and have an amazing weekend x

i love the way she fills her clothes she looks just like them girls in vogue

this is my favourite model anna selezneva whos done shoots for vogue and was on stockholm street style (the second picture down)! shes just got such an interesting face and body. shes all tiny and beautiful and has the most amazing arms and cheekbones. she is only 19 but has walked the catwalks of chanel, dior, YSL and valentino! discovered in 2007 in McDonald's, she was whisked off to paris and has been working non stop. shes so unique and has such an interesting look, i can always recognise her which i can not say for some models who can get quite boring and all sort of merge into one.

i find in a way i can relate to these models although im 5"5, i am a uk 6/8 and ive got quite a boyish figure with boobs that are exactly like models. half these models dont wear bras and you see their boobs and im like those are my boobs! im also quite confident and dramatic however i dont envy them coz there arent any models who come out of a modelling healthy and happy and anyway im too short to be a model.

i do think being a model is for people like anna is by mistake. if someone came up to you and said you were beautiful enough to be a model you cant really say no i wanna be a psychologist. also you have to think of the money i mean imagine how much chanel pay!

so love to know what you think of modelling careers, i just really wanna work on the radio! thanx for all wishing me luck for my exam. it wasnt easy and i still have another one on tuesday but then im done with maths (until next september for the a level)! x

those three words are said too much theyre not enough

this is my tribute to autumn but i think it looks more spring like. i dunno why but im suddenly in a very good mood! i think it might have something to do with having two pieces of melt in your mouth chocolate. utter heaven!
so heres whats been happening in the past few days...
on friday night me and a few girls went round to my good friends house and had so much fun! we were playing this great game called articulate and being the sick minded teenagers we are turned everything into something naughty! the whole game is you have to describe something and the other person has to guess what it is like i got 'a pawn' so i said 'something boys always watch on the internet' my friend obviously got it straight away!
and then last night i went babysitting with a friend and just spent a lot of time reading magazines and laughing! then we got back to her house really late and went to sleep listening to the killers latest album, day and age. its such a great album.
so thats been my weekend basically and today i was gonna go to town but i cant really be bothered. i need some new nail polish but ill just get some next week.
oh and this morning i was watching some live florence and muse and really they are both legendary. muse are proper genius! and i love their new single undisclosed desires. its just got some amazing lyrics.
btw the title lyrics are from snow patrols chasing cars. im such a massive fan of them. gary, the lead singer just has such a beautiful voice.
so the weekend is nearly over already have a wonderful day anyway! x

he is the beautiful boy who haunts my dreams who makes me scream who fucks up everything

i love brody (the guy with lauren above). really hes the sweetest guy on the hills. i dunno exactly what kind of story these pictures tell. i guess theyre all about beauty and they all sort of remind me of winter. but make youre own interpretation.
in school at the moment we are preparing a show for december and my friend is making a dance with eye of the tiger which is just such a classic song. i would love to do a dance to time is running out by muse but im doing the play so no dancing for me (im a rubbish dance so thats definitely a good thing!)
also if anyone english could help me that would be amazing coz i have to decide my a levels and i think i wanna do maths, physics, business studies and politics. it would be great to hear from someone whose done or is doing any of these subjects. the thing is i would love to work on the radio so then i should probably do media but its a really rubbish a level so anyone whose done that id love to know about that but also if media is useful. thanx a million and have a good night x
ps the pic of the band performing is mumford and sons. love them!

Oh baby dont cry tonight because your tears they will bleed

im totally obsessed with black and white! just so beautiful and classic! so BIG news! WOOHHOOH i cut my hair off! well its like a long bob but for me its cutting it all off! i just washed it and it was so quick, like my hair had NO knots! there was nothing to wash! so i love it! it looks like the first picture but without a fringe! im really annoyed i cant post a picture of it but i dont have a camera but i was speaking to my friend and she said i can borrow hers so when i get round to it you will get to see my beautiful face! school was so much fun today coz everyone was SO shocked about my hair so it was lots of fun shocking everyone! i look alot my mum now but thats not a bad thing coz shes very beautiful (although i am a bit biased!)
so a few random thoughts
1. lovin the name leighton at the moment. id never really thought about it but now its like on my top 5 names list (i dont actually have a list but you get my point!)
2. lost prophets song its not the end of the world is so great. they really make the best songs to sing along to at the moment.
3. on the nick grimshaw, he has been playing his record of the week called secret lover by private (the egyptain lover remix) and its really grown on me. its so sleazy, the kind of song you feel the need to shower after and normally i HATE these sort of songs with a passion but this song is So sleazy that it ends up being not so sleazy, just sort of funny! its hard to explain but check it out.
4. please venus by the golden silvers. just a very pretty quirky song.
5. sweet dispition by temper trap. is this song in 500 days of summer? it sounds so familiar. im sure its in a film. please leave a comment if you know and btw its a beautiful song. definately my latest music obsession.

so i think thats about it and sorry ive not been posting as much i just have soo much work! school is just crazy at the moment!thanx for all the lovely comments. they really mean a lot to me. have an amazing weekend! x

im so shit at loving you im not sure what the fuck to do

red hair is soo in right now and im totally lovin it! but it has to be red not ginger. im thinking of using henna in my hair coz i dont wanna try any harsh products on my hair. so im getting my hair cut on thursday and its soo scary. its gonna be like the scariest rollercoaster ever but even worse! its gonna be very traumatic. im giving my hair to a cancer charity and they use the hair to make a wig for a cancer patient so its not a pointless haircut but its gonna be very hard. ive got to have 30cm off which means instead of my hair being past my waist its gonna be like a bob! its gonna be very different but thats what i want. its like a new beginning. im gonna look so different. its very scary and exciting!
so onto music, im lovin pink floyd another brick in the wall. its legendary, my friend likes singing it when shes getting told off in school ('we dont need no education')! as well as having legendary lyrics its also really tuneful and beautiful.
paramore are so fun and hayleys hair (last picture) is sooo cool! im lovin ignorance at the moment so i wrote the lyrics on my hand so everytime i look at my hand i see 'ignorance is your new best friend'. go paramore! just good american emo pop.
congrats to taio cruz on the new no. 1 with break your heart. very addictive song. have a good night x

shes got her halo and wings hidden under his eyes but shes an angel for sure she just cant stop telling lies..

i love angels. whenever i wear a white outfit, my inspiration for the outfit is always angels and this beautiful song by the killers called under the gun which is from their third album, sawdust. if you have the album then listen out for the track (its track no.6) and if you dont have the album then buy it! its not their best album but its probably the best lyrics-wise. heard the new taio cruz song called break your heart and its not exactly revolutionary but it has been going round my head all day. its just very addictive. did i tell you i spoke to taio cruz? no i dont think i did. basically nick grimshaw used to do this show on weekend mornings where you could call in and speak to a celebrity and it was taio cruz the week i foned in and i wasnt too excited to speak to him but it was very exciting to speak to nick grimshaw coz he is just very cool!
have a good night! x

im beginning to think i imagined you all along...

im so in the mood for winter at the moment! its just really exciting! i love black and white pictures soo much so above are some of my favourites at the moment. i especially love the rihanna photo, she is just soo amazing!
btw what the hell is up with kanye west?! he gets on my nerves, he just needs to get over himself. he is a genius but hes totally ruining it. im sure youve heard this a million times so i will shut up!
also i realise im not too great at reviewing songs. im just not very good at describing music so i wanna give you a link to the radio 1 chart blog which always gives amazing reviews so you can check it out here.
just want to say congratulations to pixie lott on the no. 1 with boys and girls. its a great song and the charts are just looking SO much better at the moment! have a good night x