look in my eyes, youre killing me, killing me all i wanted was you

doesnt that feel so long ago? i feel so far from summer right now wrapped up in my dressing gown thinking about getting up to make a cup of tea.

sorry about the depressing title lyric. i dunno what has come over me. its just to deep into winter to have a cute title lyric!

just listening to pink live. she was on the chris moyles show on radio 1 so im listening to it on the iplayer coz i was in school! love her! she has the coolest talking voice. her and kidsister both have the best american accents. i dont normally like an american accent but they should do a song together coz it would just be really beautiful.

my hair is looking amazing today! its just gone all curly with lots of body, it l0oks like something from a l'oreal advert!

at the moment im debating whether to buy a camera or a great pair of jeans. the camera would mean you could actually see me but a great pair of jeans would just be such a good investment. this pink concert is just immense check it out here about 2 and a half hours into the show (i dont think you can hear this if your not in the uk but im not sure)

okay i think im gonna do my nails now for the weekend. how about black this weekend?

love you all. have a great weekend and i cant wait to tell you what i actually end up buying! x

ps if you want to listen to some beautiful music then check out the big gig in the sky by pink floyd. just such a beautiful piece of music cya x

i pull up thorns from our ripped bodies and let the blood fall in my mouth

the lyrics are snowpatrols from their second album. i was very excited about this lyric when i bought the album two years ago coz i was going through this whole stupid emo phase and its such a dark lyric and song and is called headlights on dark roads. definitely check out that album. it really grew on me and was really my album for last winter.
the pictures are to go with the lyrics so very vampirish and dark. just very wintery. all my posts seem to be about the weather at the moment! im so boring!
so whats been happening in my life:
i watched desperately seeking susan which is so amazing. i cant really describe it, its just amazing in that classic way that could never be replicated.
im currently eating cookie dough ben and jerrys and its pure heaven! its buy one get one free at sainsburys so we stocked up on ice cream and its just beautiful.
i dont feel like you guys know me that well so i heres a random list of stuff about me:
1. i have cataracts in both my eyes that ive always had. i was just born with them but they dont really bother me so i havent got them removed
2. im such a massive britney fan. i dont think i talk about britney on this blog enough. shes not my guilty pleasure coz i just dont believe you should feel guilty about what music you like but i know she is for a lot of people.
3. im in love with the name alfie. i checked out the meaning on wikipedia and it means something like one who is couseled by elves. my friend doesnt think its a good idea to have a kid called alfie coz there are like no normal alfies. im still sticking by my love for the name at alfie. im very stubborn about matters like this.
4. waterloo road is on tv tonight! im so excited! im actually hate tv but there are a few things i have to watch every week like mock the week
5. im thinking of cutting my hair really short like rihanna style.
6. my parents are divorced. did i ever mention that? its so unimportant to me coz they got divorced so long ago and it was such an uneventful divorce. my dad just moved out and went to live in a flat and they got a divorce. neither of them was dating anyone else and they both havent got remarried and i love only having one parent. my dad probably wouldn't let me do half the things i do but because he doesnt live with us he doesnt really tell me off or anything. he did used to try but then when my grandad died he got really depressed and since then he lets my mum have the final say on everything. i love having divorced parents and btw i am so mot traumatised by it all like everyone presumes i am.

so thats a long post! sorry once i start i cant stop! have a good night x

her cds changer full of singers that are mad at their dad

i do love my hair coz of how thick it is but now, having it short, i have to straighten it all the time and also because my hair is so thick i cant get a fringe so it is quite annoying!

so big news!! i am off to gibraltar tomorrow for about a week and a half! i am very excited to get to wear my flip flops coz i never get to wear them here in manchester! i will try to post when im there but i will have to go over to my uncles which is a bit of a pain so i will probably do only like 1 post. im so excited for the beach! hopefully ill get a bit of a tan but we ll see!
so onto music since i seem to be posting about everything but music at the moment!

1. im a big fan of forever young by alphaville. theres an amazing video of oc clips with that song in the background and its just so beautiful so when i heard the song by jay z and mr hudson young forever i got so excited! i love it! the original is definately better but if you dont compare it to the original then its actually quite beautiful.

2. example is finally in the charts with watch the sun come up which is just such a beautiful song in the same way as sweet disposition by temper trap. just reminds you of a summer love.

3. currently touring with florence, who is actually finishing her tour tonight, is the xx. their music is just really beautiful in the similar way to the songs i mentioned just above. i seem to be really into these sort of slow, sweet songs!

so hope you have a great week and you can follow me on bloglovin so that as soon as i do post youll know. bloglovin is amazing.... good night x

Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need you baby

seth and summer in the oc, lana and clark in smallville, juno (love this kiss!), hayley and nathan (they are the only reason i watch one tree hill, i hate chad michael murray with a passion), 500 days of summer (best indie film of the year!), ethan and someone who isnt silver on 90210 (my sister loves this program and i never watch it but the other day i watched 5 minutes of it and totally fell in love with ethan and silver but i couldnt find any good pictures of them together so this will do for now! im still trying to hunt one down) so finally ive done this cute couples post! ive been meaning to do it since this wheels on fire did it (check out the blog here. lots of film photography and if you like the sort of films i do then youll love it) when i started to look for pictures i realised that all the couples i like dont really spend alot of time kissing or looking adorable, they fight alot and have quite an abusive sort of relationship and usually end up breaking up hence the title (britney lyrics from everytime) i really do have bad taste in men!
i just had an immense lunch of:
two pieces of toast with chocolate spread, 3 mini cheese and courgette muffins, a muller corner yoghurt, some yoghurt covered fruit flakes and a cup of mint tea!
i think thats the biggest lunch ive ever had and it was wonderful!
i went shopping just before and bought:
three pairs of knickers in topshop, a flowery blow dryer, some kind of balm from toni and guy to sort out my hair and make it managable, some heat protective spray (also from toni and guy).
maturally my hair has a ridiculous amount of volume so i think im gonna straighten it for the weekend and use the balm to leave it natural for school!
wow! this is a long post! and nothing about music! oh well! hope youve enjoyed youre weekend x

Oh baby dont cry tonight because your tears they will bleed

im totally obsessed with black and white! just so beautiful and classic! so BIG news! WOOHHOOH i cut my hair off! well its like a long bob but for me its cutting it all off! i just washed it and it was so quick, like my hair had NO knots! there was nothing to wash! so i love it! it looks like the first picture but without a fringe! im really annoyed i cant post a picture of it but i dont have a camera but i was speaking to my friend and she said i can borrow hers so when i get round to it you will get to see my beautiful face! school was so much fun today coz everyone was SO shocked about my hair so it was lots of fun shocking everyone! i look alot my mum now but thats not a bad thing coz shes very beautiful (although i am a bit biased!)
so a few random thoughts
1. lovin the name leighton at the moment. id never really thought about it but now its like on my top 5 names list (i dont actually have a list but you get my point!)
2. lost prophets song its not the end of the world is so great. they really make the best songs to sing along to at the moment.
3. on the nick grimshaw, he has been playing his record of the week called secret lover by private (the egyptain lover remix) and its really grown on me. its so sleazy, the kind of song you feel the need to shower after and normally i HATE these sort of songs with a passion but this song is So sleazy that it ends up being not so sleazy, just sort of funny! its hard to explain but check it out.
4. please venus by the golden silvers. just a very pretty quirky song.
5. sweet dispition by temper trap. is this song in 500 days of summer? it sounds so familiar. im sure its in a film. please leave a comment if you know and btw its a beautiful song. definately my latest music obsession.

so i think thats about it and sorry ive not been posting as much i just have soo much work! school is just crazy at the moment!thanx for all the lovely comments. they really mean a lot to me. have an amazing weekend! x

im so shit at loving you im not sure what the fuck to do

red hair is soo in right now and im totally lovin it! but it has to be red not ginger. im thinking of using henna in my hair coz i dont wanna try any harsh products on my hair. so im getting my hair cut on thursday and its soo scary. its gonna be like the scariest rollercoaster ever but even worse! its gonna be very traumatic. im giving my hair to a cancer charity and they use the hair to make a wig for a cancer patient so its not a pointless haircut but its gonna be very hard. ive got to have 30cm off which means instead of my hair being past my waist its gonna be like a bob! its gonna be very different but thats what i want. its like a new beginning. im gonna look so different. its very scary and exciting!
so onto music, im lovin pink floyd another brick in the wall. its legendary, my friend likes singing it when shes getting told off in school ('we dont need no education')! as well as having legendary lyrics its also really tuneful and beautiful.
paramore are so fun and hayleys hair (last picture) is sooo cool! im lovin ignorance at the moment so i wrote the lyrics on my hand so everytime i look at my hand i see 'ignorance is your new best friend'. go paramore! just good american emo pop.
congrats to taio cruz on the new no. 1 with break your heart. very addictive song. have a good night x

ive really fucked it up this time, didnt i my dear?

this picture is just beautiful. im in awe of these people that stockholm street style find.




so im desperate to get my hair chopped off. all these girls got their hair cut off and look amazing. im not sure i have the courage. right now my hair is past my waist and im so bored with it so ive booked my appointment and i will tell you exactly what happens when it happens. i would love to show you pictures but i dont have a camera to take them and i really am way too skint to buy one. i especially like the last picture but how cool does keira knightley look?!!

i love this picture. just really explains why kate moss as famous for her modelling as she is and im a sucker for a black and white photo!



so this is lou doillon who i discovered through this blog and she seems to have done some playboy which weirdly i respect her for it. she really is beautiful and she has a wonderful sense of fashion. i dont really know much about her but you dont need to know someone to appreciation their beauty. if you know a bit about her id love to know about her coz it looks like shes had a strange career.

and finally a bit of music news to finish off. jay z and alicia keys have released a beautiful song called empire state of mind and its just really gorgeous to listen to. i forgot how much i love alicia keys voice. just amazing. also i just adore miike snow. he does such beautiful music which has so much depth to it. check out black and blue to understand why i adore this guy so much. on radio 1 they are having some kind of dubstep week and its just so great. dubstep is so good to listen to. i just find it really creative and its so interesting coz you can have dance dubstep or rnb dubstep. any genre can be dubstepfied!
just wondering if anyone knows what song it is that the title lyric is from. ive heard the song a few times but i still dont know who its by. its definately an english indie boy band and the lead singers voice sounds very familiar so if you. know leave me a comment or if i find out i will tell you have a good night sleep and a wonderful friday x

the maccabees

the maccabees are adorable! i just love these guys. they write amazing music and i just love these guys!

sorry im not into it today but i have lots to tell you!:

1. a few of my friends came round off cut my hair! i have waist length black hair which is gorgeously curly! i love my hair its really thick and big and so much fun! i dont do anything to it. im very lucky to have easy hair that just does as its told. it has natural curls which dont fall out! i love my hair and anyway my friends cut me some front layers and a bit of length off because the ends were looking dead!
2. right now im listening to battlefield by jordin sparks. i love this song! when you learn the words its so much fun to sing along! i love how she gets so into these meaningless lyrics!
3. i painted my nails yesterday and i love them! i painted them black and then put red on top so they look amazing but very emo coz i have like no nails! i love typing when i have painted nails!
4. eminems song beautiful is amazing! the lyrics, the melody, him! i love that guy! its so beautiful i was nearly crying (although i think that might have been PMS!)

okay now i have heard battlefield 4 times over (its on repeat!) so ill leave you!

have a good weekend x