where would i be if this were to go under? its a risk id take, im froze by desire, as if a choice id make

this is the last set of pics i have from jason lee perry.. that sounds like he gave them to me when actually i just copied them from his website! (title lyrics from the xx)

so ive been dead busy learning.. just taking a break from my chemistry learning, the exam is tomorrow! ive been listening to some amazing music while learning.. it was radio 1s big weekend so i heard so much great live stuff including ellie goulding (currently listening to her album which is amazing), biffy clyro and the lovely rihanna. oh also paramore, i love paramore so much!

also totally addicted to eminem's new single not afraid and miike snow's new single the rabbit. eminems song reminds me of when im gone, both songs brought me near to tears!

okay better get back to my chemistry.. wish me luck and good luck to you all! x

when the evening shadows and stars appear, and there is no one there to dry your tears, i could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love

isnt that a beautiful lyric?! its from adeles song make you feel my love. this photography is also from jason lee perry. i love how summery it looks.
sorry i havent been around in the blogging world for a bit. i just had my biology exam this morning and im really not sure how it went! we'll just have to wait until i get back my marks! this week now is gonna be even more crazy coz ive got chemistry, physics and english AS.
thankfully i have my music to get me through it and lots of tea and coffee!
hope your all well and just wanna wish everyone good luck in their exams coz i know theres a lot of exams going on at the moment. once this week is over all i have is history and my IT theory so then i can do some shopping in my study leave coz theyre both quite easy!
im in desperate need of some summery clothes. ive been in jumpers and leggings which arent exactly the best thing for hot weather! anyway have a great weekend x

i best tidy up my head im the only one in love, im the only one in love

isnt this guy beautiful?! i dunno who he is but the photgraphy is from jason lee perry. i love it.

not got too much to say at the moment, im in a thinking mood. just been listening to adele. her album is just amazing (and she provided the amazing title lyrics)
maybe i dont have much to say coz ive been lost in photography, i love those pics that just take your breath away but they do put me in a wierd mood!

have a great weekend x

i never wanted anything from you except everything you had and what was left after that

i love these pics. that first one is just magical.

i currently have some big music obsessions. eminems new song not afraid is just amazing. its really tuneful but still the old eminem with his heartbreaking lyrics. its quite a beautiful song.

another amazing song is ellie gouldings new single guns and horses. its quite slow and her voice just sounds amazing. its about wanting to take her boyfriends pain for him (but i wish i could feel it all for you) another really tuneful song

and to keep in with the slow, beautiful, tuneful music theme, im also obsessed with paolo nutini. his song candy is amazing and my lovely friend bought me the album which i adore. its perfect for a long car journey, just a good slow album but it doesnt put you to sleep! it made me crave a cup of tea if that helps explain it!

im now on study leave and im finding that florence is actually the best music to work with. im not sure why but shes just perfect to listen to while doing my chemistry!

just wanna say sorry in advance coz im not really gonna be able to keep up with all your amazing blogs at the moment. just bear with me and in a month and a half this will all be over! x

its only been a week but i know that you are mine to keep

wow these pics from federico erra really dont reflect my mood. theyre really beautiful moody pics and i love them! so lets talk music since we havent in ages!
the title lyrics are from darwin deez (what a cute name!) who just makes some really cool music. hes like the indie version of jason mraz. he just makes some really cute, fun music. really summery and pretty.
also loving the pretty reckless which is a newish band with jenny from gossip girl (i cant remember her real name now!) their music is just good addictive pop but it has a bit of an edge. i like it!
also loving nirvana at the moment. i love the energy. i love you kurt cobain! do you know he died on my birthday?!! like on my exacy date of birth as well!
ohh im listening to muse now. muse is proper genius. supermassive black hole is just so clever.
so my study leave starts tomorrow! im so excited! im basically breaking up from my school now and next year im gonna be in a different school for a levels so its all very exciting! have a great weekend x

alabama, arkansas, i do love my ma and pa but not the way i do love you

i love this collection of pics from felicity byrne because it reflects my mood perfectly. each picture is beautiful but doesnt really go with the next and i sort of feel like that. different feeling that dont really go but somehow they do. does that make any sense?!

it doesnt matter coz im feeling happy today so this weird combination of feelings is good!

the title lyrics are from home by edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros. im still obsessed with it after literally months now!

hope your all well and enjoying the bank holiday weekend! and if your not british then we feel bad but not bad enough to give up my lie in! cant wait! x

p.s. just wanted to say happy birthday to beth rubys blog! i have tried twice to leave a comment but blogger cant 'deal with my request'!! so irritating but don't worry beth ruby, im still reading and enjoying your amazing blog!

when they see the one they love, hand in hand with someone else and they hope that they're mistaken

wow this a great load of music pics. the first is of the killers on stage, the next is some guy on guitar at coachella. ive no idea who he is but i just like the picture. the third picture is of florence, isnt it gorgeous?! and the last is of bombay bicycle club. how cute is it?! i had a dream about bombay bicycle club that one of them was serving me at a fish shop and i told them that i really liked their music!

anyway i was just watching 90210 and a regina specktor song came on. id really fogotten about her. she has such a stunning voice. so the title lyrics are from her song laughing with which is such a beautiful song. i love how pure and simple her voice in. we were just talking about different types of voices in physics today coz we were learning about sound waves and stuff... anyway im getting off the point here (as usual!)

i've got coursework in for next week and exams starting in a few weeks so that should stop me posting a lot so sorry if i abandon this blog for a bit. but my study leave starts on the 7th may so after that i will hopefully be posting a bit more although i have to make sure i dont spend too much time on the computer coz i have a ton of exams to learn for! cya x

i got it all yes its true so why dont i get you?

so thanks to fashion tidbits for this award. isnt it pretty?! anyway i have to write 7 things about myself so im gonna try and make it stuff you might not know about me:

1. i am really loud. i have a really load laugh, a very load voice and i scream a lot. im normally the loudest girl in the class and the one who comes up with the immature jokes. yep thats me!
2. i have two cataracts. although youve probably never seen a picture of me you dont anyway notice them until i point them out. i was born with them and i have to go to the eye hospital every now and then to check out that theyre not blinding me but otherwise im totally normal (well not quite normal but i have normal eyes)
3. friday is my favourite day of the week. another thing you dont know about me is my timetable for school. friday is the best day lessons wise but also coz its the last day of the week
4. another school related random fact-i love IT lessons best. theres nothing i like more than sitting in front of a computer. typing is just so relaxing, maybe thats why i blog!
5. okay some proper info about me. im 16, i have one brother, one sister and two parent (haha) who are divorced (not so haha!) im totally not bothered or emotionally scarred from my parents getting divorced. i still believe in soulmates and all that.
6. i love lists. i think you might know that already but i love the neatness of them. how everything falls into place. i am sort of freakishly neat about somethings such as my folders on the computer (i have a folder for EVERYTHING!) but i can be really really messy about other things such as my locker in school. it just is never neat however hard i try!
7. im a talking sort of person. i have a theory that everyone is better at either talking or writing. some people write amazingly and really properly express themselves through the written language while i talk way better. maybe its just coz i like the sound of my own voice!

so that is 7 (very long) points. i want to pass this award on to j-face because he managed to write a whole 100 facts about himself while i found it hard to write 7. check out the post here.

so thats all from me. if i dont post tomorrow have a great weekend and yes tomorrow is friday my favourite day of the week! x (photography by clayton cotterell, title lyrics by simian mobile disco)

i think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing but you, you just know, you just do

today i think im gonna let the pictures do the talking. after such a long post it feels right to have a short one. the beautiful title lyrics are from the xx and the photography is from roberta ridolfi. just enjoy the photography, i love these pics so much x

p.s. i forgot in my last post my all time favourite break up song which brings me close to tears everytime i hear it which is kind of ironic considering the title dry your eyes by the streets

stop, well i just dance the way i feel, stop breathing imagine none of this is real

dunno where the photography is from but it is gorgeous. its some more from my random collection of photos.

so here is the playlist as promised last post. its really a story but its only really clever if you listen to all the songs. i love that its a great mix and random music. some songs are singles and some arent. anyway here it is:

iris-goo goo dolls

wonderwall-oasis

yellow-coldplay (on youtube there is a video of noel gallagher and chris martin singing this)

ouch-N-DUBZ

no kind words-the maccabees

cover my eyes-la roux

cold shoulder-adele

everytime-britney spears

broken-lifehouse

not big-lily allen

since u been gone-kelly clarkson

so the story is: a girl waiting to be discovered (i just want you to know who i am-iris by the goo goo dolls) then she meets someone and its love at first site (coz maybe youre gonna be the one that saves me-wonderwall by oasis) and its all amazing with her boyfriend even writing a song for her (look at the stars, look how they shine for you.. i wrote a song for you and all the things you do-yellow by coldplay) then she walks in on him cheating on her (who's this woman in my bed.. get the hell off of my baby-ouch by N-DUBZ). she cant take the lies that hes telling her, the stories he's making up (if youve got no kind words you should say nothing more at all-no kind words by the maccabees) she tells him its over and he straight away starts dating the girl he cheated on her with (when i see you walking with her i have to cover my eyes-cover my eyes by la roux) and everytime he's with his new girlfriend he ignores her (you grace me with your cold shoulder, whenever you look at me i wish i was her-cold shoulder by adele) and she has her moments when she cant manage with out him (i feel so small, i think i need you baby-everytime by britney spears) and she feels like she cant go another day without him (im falling apart, im barely breathing, with a broken heart thats still beating-broken by lifehouse) but she realises what a dickhead he is and she decides to get her revenge (im gonna tell them all youre rubbish in bed now and that youre small in the game-not big by lily allen) and she realises how blinded she was by him (how come id never hear you say i just wanna be with you, i guess you never felt that way-since u been gone by kelly clarkson)

so that is the story. i wrote this playlist a few weeks ago while on holiday and its basically alot of my favourite songs put together. the only song i dont like too much is the N-DUBZ one but it fit too perfectly to miss it out. the only bit missing is a good 'ive moved on' song but i couldnt really think of any coz all songs about moving on such as not big by lily allen actually show that they havent moved on when you read the lyrics!

anyway have a great weekend and love to know what you think (title lyrics by ou est le swimming pool)

btw sorry if im not commenting on your blog. i cant seem to comment on certain blogs coz of blogger (damn you blogger) so dont worry, im still reading and enjoying all of your posts x

when we touch its impossible to concentrate, brights lights everywhere, like im floating in the air

these pictures have nothing to do with each other but for this post i couldnt be bothered finding photography just from one photographer so instead i did a random mix!

anyway ive been very busy lately with courseworks and exams and friends and holidays!

so on sunday i booked to go with some friends to france in july which is very exciting but its in ages! also bought a great blusher from MAC that im just in love with! its a limited edition one with libery of london. the box is just gorgeous!

so now im blabbering about blusher!

the song that seems to have been in my head all day is heartbeat by the futureheads. its just so addictive! also armour love by la roux.

i wrote this amazing playlist which hopefully ill post it soon. its like a story and just full of some great songs.

anyway hope youre all well and sorry for such a random post! x

and im a little bit lost without you, and im a bloody big mess inside

these photos are by someone called dusdin. no idea who the person is but arent they gorgeous? especially that second one.

anyway im back from gibraltar so heres a list of the things that have changed about me

1. my age-i turned 16. yep its very exciting! now i can legally drink in gibraltar! the legal age for drinking is 16 there. how ridiculous is that?!
2. my eyebrows-my lovely auntie came to gibraltar who i havent seen for a year and she threaded, plucked and cut my eyebrows! they do look amazing now!
3. my skin colour-my friend said i got a bit of a tan! but anyway ive decided since i wont get a tan here in manchester, i am now regularly wearing tinted moisturiser and bronzer.. i look so tanned its amazing (and not orange!)
4. my radio listening-in gibraltar the only radio i could get there was spainish radio so yeah i really enjoyed listening to music in a different language but it was a bit strange. they also played lots of english music so it wasnt too wierd!
5. my writing-it seems not writing for two weeks has made me start writing like a real teenager using exclamation marks all the time!!!!!!
6. my phone-well this is something i hope to change. ive had my phone for a year now and im planning to go and buy a new one with all my birthday money!

so now youre updated have a great weekend! hope youre all well and thanks for the lovely comments on my last post! x

are you calling me? are you trying to get through? are you reaching out for me? im reaching out for you...

what is she eating in the last picture?!! some great photography for spring by mutsumi makino (what a cool name!)

im off to gibraltar tomorrow so ive been doing a lot of shopping today and i will start packing soon.. im so excited! ive got an early morning flight so that should be fun! i still have to paint my nails.. i was gonna go for a manicure but instead i spent the money on books for the holiday!

i probably wont blog for 2 weeks now so i hope you wont miss me too much.. its fine ill be back before you know it!

lets end with some music .. currently im loving some florence (theres a suprise!) and miike snow. i havent listened to miike snow in ages!

im just reading back my post and thinking that im such a weirdo! x

(title lyrics by eminem beautiful and just for beth ruby, gibraltar is at the bottom of spain)